I want to decide. I want to be able to settle on a choice. I want to finally know what I truly want.
I still think I can never be entirely sure of what I truly want but for now, I feel pretty contented with my thoughts, or plan, or goal.
I was reminded, by people closest to my heart and people who I spontaneously talked to about life, that I used to know what I wanted to do. I don't know what happened but I no longer feel the same way about what I want - and if feasible, I want to change that. I want to get back on track and be optimistic once more and hopefully find ways to stay optimistic.
My thoughts are topsy turvy at the moment but I'll figure things out.